漂流瓶の小故事

2011-04-22T20:14:00.003+08:00

haha didn't post for like 4 mths? yup too lazy...
Got sunburnt, awwww my nose velly the red, looks like debbie now :( haha well, i look cute with red nose LOL!!! HAHAHAHAH kk let it end here, i'll update it soon~

2011-01-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

Haha that's my result..before tonight, the last time i touch CS was Sept 2010 :O well, i feel kinda pro xD

hmmm school began, my class got all the nice nice + good teachers..weets..jia you for exams!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!

2011-01-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

To aijing!

Maybe you will see this, maybe you won't. I just want to apologise to you..

Sorry for what had happened last Nov where i made the choice of going NCO course instead of continue our plan for your graduation trip. I just feel so bad and i promised myself i will pass this course to show my sincerity, but i didn't make it.. In future if we have a chance, let's go for holiday again. This time i will never break my promise...

Good luck for your O levels, hope to see a smile on ur face on 10th Jan (:

remember this one? haha

2010-12-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

2010-12-21T23:57:00.001+08:00

15th Advance NCO Course is over, the tough time spent with Cherish is over as well.. Suddenly, I miss everything back there. Unpack bag in 4sec, pack up in 20 secs and unpack again.. Ran here and there like some dumb donkey-es ( xD )

Sir JingXing

What i will always remember was that Sir Jinxing would scream:

"On your back on your back" "on your feet on your feet" "face the ground face the ground face the ground"!!!

"Bear crawl bear crawl bear crawl!!!" after camp ic started crawling, "where is your war cry!! where is your war cry!!!" It supposed to be "aaahhhhhhhhhhhh, aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh" like those soldiers who chiong on battlefield, but when it's ignatius turn, it sounds like *aye aye aye aye aye* and later on sounds like *ah ah ah ah ah* well, think straight guys... I really really want to laugh when i heard that in ubin, i controlled til internal injuries xD

well, Sir JingXing has a cute personality as well, honestly speaking.. Can you guys rmb his face when he pronounce the word backpack as packpack or backback? he tried dozen times and still cant get it correctly, i believe we can still rmb his embarrass smiles and change topic immediately.. He's like a child sometime, esp when he came to Cherish table and he turned and looked through our table lable(with 1/4 red beans) with one eye, he seems had alot of fun with it..then he supported his cheeks with two hands on the table and yawned and sooo many more.. He will be the officer that i will never forget...

Sir Fed

Hoho he is a killer xD everything he said will make us think he's gonna kill us xD Exp when it's jeffrey's birthday, he sang happy birthday song to him,his eyes made us feels like he's gonna do something evil to us Hahahah but afterall, he didnt really torture us like what we expected... thank god !! O(∩_∩)O

Ubin trip

It's really difficult for us, but we still managed to finish it on time and had our dinner :D night march kinda cancelled due to heavy rain.. that night i believe we learnt many things other than marching,agree??

So fast, 4days were gone and here we are, sitting in front of the screen and continue with our life. I never thought how am i gonna overcome that 4days, and unknowningly, wth-ingly, its gone and become part of our memories of st john... I will remember the time we spent together, oh never forget our watermelon benben, thought he's dead in the end due to lost of blood, but we will never forget our ben shakespeare.. i hugged it tightly for two nights just in case officers stole it, i'm soo sad when it's gone, R.I.P. ah ben :'(

Life has to move on, but when you're free & think back those 4 days, i believe we can still put smile on the face unknowning wth-ingly & miss those days we had together... ...

At The Begining

We were strangers starting out on our journey

Never dreaming what we'd have to go through

Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you

Unexpected what you did to my heart

When I lost hope you were there to remind me

This is the start

And Life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road now and forever

A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning

I'll be there whenthe storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure

Never dreaming how our dreams would come true

Now here we stand unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

I know that my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

ZhongHua St John Corp Outing 12/12/2010 <3

2010-12-12T23:03:00.001+08:00

Today we had outing at Marina Barrage

We went to Sir Ben’s house and prepare lunch, LOL honestly don’t ask me boil potato again!!

Oh ya, we saw a news paper in sir ben house, take a look at this photos!

yea! disgusting right? LOL yeah the news article title is “Uncle please get a room” on The News Paper

Haha me and kah wai laughed like !@#$% xP oh ya, I saw sir ben’s house have a flat screen tv box, then I told him:

Me: eh kah wai see!! 50 inch leh!!

KW: Mine lah!

Me: I mean the TV =.=

Laugh Together!

Me : If yours is 50 inch your can use it as a belt! the remaining part enough for you to use already xD

WE: HAHAHAHA!!

Yeap after that we went to barrage!! haha after ate the not-so-nice lunch we flied kite!! It fly highhh~ but it tied with 2 other kites which mean 3 kites tied together T__T

Yeap after they left, jun hao,Nevin,jin tang,yuexiang and me played water at barrage Haha we played like and with small kids and smiled like kids this is the first outing for all the 5 ambulance!!! haha we took a lot of photos and you will see them at then end of this post! more photos taken by junhao bro will be uploaded asap, yeap we did many silly stuff and they were all “recorded” in the photos! haha the best outing for st john ever

2010-12-04T20:54:00.001+08:00

Just, random photos found in my phone

Kah wai~

My table~

Spenser

hoho my sexy wound

MASK!! COOL RIGHT

本帅哥！

Sir Boon Hwee’s epic lunch..

Who’s that?! I cant see jkjk my cute best friend kelly ong

SOOO SMALL!!!

Hoho standard course gonna climb up this wall at night! the height of the wall is 185cm xD imagine kai ming and guyan..hoho

Campfire site..quite small also

Lastly!! Most epic photo of the day!!

Found it a Wang JunHao’s facebook photo album, haha thank you for your kind “Donation”

Most Epic face award: Liling!!

Backache award: Kah Wai

Sexiest award: Kai Ming!!

Claps

Pain!

2010-11-24T17:34:00.001+08:00

Recently I’m really getting more and more dumb,guess what, I knocked my hip bone on the door handle and guess what, there is a HUGE BRUISE wound..Not only dark blue in colour,but it’s mix with red and green..how disgusting it is..

Well,it’s time to move on… Oh btw, I want to learn French =x Reason? None…

Hmmm I will upload the picture of my sexy bruise wound as long as my phone finish charging..

True True

2010-11-17T21:13:00.001+08:00

Oh tell you all something very funny

Well, my friend has a dog, it’s hair really long we…hehe decided to cut his hair using scissors.. well, after giggling and cutting for 20+mins (I think), we couldn’t stop at our “product”, length of the dog’s hair is uneven, more on the head less on body etc.. well, we brought the dog to the mirror, he made a weird sound and started to struggle in my arms..I let him go, he ran straight back to his “room”, lied down, stared at us for few seconds, made some weird sound again and closed his eyes.. FYI, he didn’t eat anything for that day..the next day she brought it to a pet shop and finally he got himself a nice haircut, oh btw,I was told the pet shop owner couldn’t stop laughing too xD

but we were told us we SHOULD NOT cut doggy’s hair, cos dog’s sweat gland isn’t on skin,so cut shorter doesn’t really help..and doggy may suffer from UV Sorry doggy, ur mama will cover you with a jacket xD don’t look at me,I’m innocent and im not your papa HAHAHAH YEAH I’M NOT YOUR PAPA!!!!

2010-11-15T10:53:00.001+08:00

Had been so long since the last time I organise my study table, haiya threw away sooo many stuffs… oh ya, when I carried my old study table down with my neighbour, I missed a step and I rolled down the stairs Well,not many injuries, just a piece of thumb nail size skin rubbed off.. no bleeding but I can touch my flesh, I LOVE IT it’s really pathetic that 8pm in the night, a 181cm 76kg guy ROLLED down the stairs with deep and loud screams… hehe thanks to hongxiao, he held the table immediately or else I will be crushed by that heavy thing… Well, I still having problem bathing, it’s because I cant let the shampoo or soup touched that area or else it feels like adding salt to your wound… xy said I must get used to it, WELL I don’t give a damn =.=”

It’s monday, the beginning of the week… well, I slacked in the afternoon and im gonna be really busy in the afternoon, I’ve so many tasks to do this afternoon, god bless me..

oh, christmas coming in 40days I think? Yeap actually I wanna organise a chalet but forget it, let’s save the energy for the new year count down I’m sooo gonna enjoy it at sentosa with nigel kelly sky zhengda seorin etc etc (to be confirmed )

hehe well, later im going to bishan for group meeting, we will finalise the campfire stuffs, tell you what, this year Cherish’s campfire gonna be the best campfire for past dunno how many years of Adv NCOC!! Theme is identities, any clue of how is it gonna looks like? Guess bah, it’s gonna be SIGNIFICANT!!! HAHAHAHAHAH

Just finished playing COD Black Ops days ago, I found it quite boring as compare to Modern Warfare 2 as the storyline is quite normal, “it’s about a soldier had been brain washed and some crazy scientist plant a chip in his mind, then his mind will be able to decode the numbers send to him through broadcast system then he will execute to their instruction” … well,the last part of the game surprised me… after complete the game, the last video linked up every clue they gave in the previous chapters. in the video there is a woman reading out the numbers again (wait,she’s working in The Pentagon, i saw her in chapter 3) I was like huh? another broadcast station? I thought it had been cleared? then they started playing another video, it’s the video of Kennedy, it was taken in 1965,few mins before he died in assassination.. suddenly,it stopped and zoomed in on a man’s face.. HOLY MAMA that’s me,the character I used!!! well, I get everything now.. in reality, Kennedy’s death has many explanations, the most popular one is vice president and CIA planned the assassination, but no one knows what happened, everyone related to this assassination were disappeared on earth forever.. well seems like the the game producer agreed with it also… so the conclusion is, CIA found out what those numbers means, so they continue to broadcast it, “I” received the order of assassination, and I killed Kennedy..yeap, but the funniest thing is,in real life, that assassin somehow looks like “me”… Well, I get why its call black ops now… hmmm compare to modern warfare, black ops has it’s way of telling stories, I love it..

2010-11-13T19:50:00.001+08:00

I want to have a break

I want to have a life that belongs to myself

I want to have a dream

I want to set a destination

I want to have freedom

I want to …

Just call my dad and without any surprise, he fucked up my day again.

I asked him if I can go Christmas Island for holiday, just 13 days.. I told him I stayed in SG for so damn long and I really wanna go somewhere else. You know what is his reply? Now you are still young, stop thinking of playing. Study well and you can enjoy your holiday when you are rich.. Yes,that’s what you are thinking now.. you don’t understand my life you bastard, the last time I see you was 3years back and only for 13 days, before that, the last time I see you was 5 years ago… yes 5 years I see you for 13 days and you think you understand me? Please you are not! you know my height? you know my weight? DO YOU EVEN HAVING A FUCKING IDEA OF HOW AM I LOOKS LIKE NOW DAD?! I swear,you don’t have any idea, because you don’t care, at all. you always ask me to call you, you know why I always don’t? My school ends at 2, most properly there will be extra lessons and I will properly reach home at 4-5. 4-5,is a period where you are deadly drunk,if I call you,will you think logically? Will you listen to me? You dare to swear you wont shout at me for just a small thing? yes you will dad, you know you will. You always ask me to call you, did you even call me for once since 7 years ago when you threw me alone here in Singapore? Did you give a damn? Oh ya you called me, during school hour,when I called back you yelled at me again. I don’t know, I hate this feeling. OH YA the other time you called me to tell me my grandma passed away, im so sorry for increasing your phone bill.

I know you will see this post, I don’t even care if you read this. Because this is what am I thinking and feeling now. I swear you are pissed off and want to shout at me and slap me again like what you always did right? Don’t worry,the day will come sooner or later, after that there’s nothing between us anymore. I really don’t care already DAD, really enough…

2010-11-11T17:32:00.001+08:00

Let’s share something damn funny

on the train,a small boy sticked to a cute girl
boy's mom: boy,we have to alight at next stop
boy: NO I DONT WANT! I WANT TO TALK TO JIEJIE!
mom: No you cant disturb jie jie
boy: I DONT WANT!!!
...mom:(in a very !@#$ tone) boy boy,let's go drink milk milk.
boy glanced at that girl's check and his mom's,he turned and left with his mom without hesitation.
few passengers tried their best not to laugh and me,laugh like shit

that boy is really damn cute!!! HAHAH

anyway,life is still as per normal… but but recently keep on raining,my back cant tahan anymore~ it’s more accurate compare to NEA’s weather forecast.. haha well.end here

btw enjoy the photo below,it’s a motel and see the name carefully

枫林晚 is a part of a 唐诗's third sentence…the third sentence is 停车坐爱枫林晚…get it? No? never mind dumb dumb

2010-11-04T19:59:00.001+08:00

I find this picture very cute,a screen shot from Assassin’s Creed

Firstly I want to apologise to aijing.. I’m suppose spend the holiday with her as a graduation trip, but due to something, i have to break my promise,I’m sorry. I heard you’ll be going to Australia next year, i don’t know what to say, but i wish you all the best, no matter what happens you will always have me as a friend here. Time flies, It had been two years since i first met you at Orchard Hotel. I still remember what happened on the day we first met and many thing about us. Well,let’s keep that in mind,bury it in a corner of our heart and don’t touch it again.

Secondly..It’s about something that happened for passed few weeks…

Um last Sunday went to Bukit Timah with Kelly and Zheng Da..um ya dont feel like elaborate on that trip,it’s normal expect the part where kelly attacked by monkeys. haha Who ask that dumb to tie a plastic bag on the bag and monkeys thought it’s food? Stupiiiiiiid~

NCOC will officially start the first theory lesson this saturday, jia you bah…hope our group can plan the campfire well,it’s really important to our group.. FIGHT CHERISH!!! ROAR!!!!!! O(∩_∩)O

Holiday starts next week, what should i do after that? Haiy i’ve no idea at all,seriously.. Now im putting all my attentions on the NCOC,ya focus on it and nothing else~ weets!!!!

Nothing much to post le,tomorrow still have meeting at 8.30,sleep early bah~ Nights.

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念，我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念我点燃烛火温岁末的秋天极光掠过天边北风掠过想你的容颜我把爱烧成了落叶却换不回熟悉的那张脸缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前爱你穿越时间两行来自秋末的眼泪让爱渗透了地面我要的只是你在我身边

2010-10-25T00:27:00.001+08:00

Honestly,this weekend totally sucks..

Saturday morning..started playing COD Modern Warfare2 at 9+ … skipped the part where Roach and Ghost were burnt to death.. omg why must they let roach and ghost(especially him) die!! I bet that scene touched thousands of players’ heart

Well,i finished the whole game at 5++ ate something simple and started playing Medal Of Honor and CS1.6 with jiannan until 9+ and headed to Clark Quay..Enjoyed myself with 3 buddies until 2+..

Today,sunday 24 Oct…Woke up at 7+, my head hurt like !@#$%^!@#$@! then continue with Medal Of Honor..went to church in the noon, then finished the game at 3+… Rabbit dead this time,although he didnt give me a deep impression as what ghost gave me,but hey!! He is cool…

then now..i can’t even close my eyes..my neighbour that group of bitches started to talk sooo loud ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮

tml have AEM,jia you bah..

2010-10-16T20:51:00.001+08:00

peeps~

first of all,happy birthday to hung ying,hehe sister you're 17years old loh~ Present from me?? hehe wait bah hahahahahah O(∩_∩)O

Anyway,I Screwed my end of year paper,totally..let me share some stupid mistakes i made…

1st. 1/2 bc cosA… wthat the fuck..?

2nd. 180°-30°-30°=30°…and i used the 30° throughout the question and yea,i realised this mistake until the last part of the question,where the length of the arc is 0.97cm and it seems weird to me..

3rd. 浩瀚无垠的天空（tmd，浩瀚无垠应该用来形容宇宙）

and many more,i dont wanna embarrass myself..haiy

but after the last paper,i went to snowcity with hung ying,jun hao,kelly,nigel,qian hui qiao han and xinkai on thursday :D

It’s a really fun day,especially when we throw snow at the stuff :D haha he was like so pathetic that we throw snow ball at him and he can’t do anything about it..wahaha but in the end he used the helmet full of snow and tried to put on qian hui’s head,but he failed xD

Went to fish&co with zhengda and kelly,well,i forgot that we haven’t pay yet and i went out of the place with the “ Thankyou, have a nice day! ” from the waiiter :D haha but we paid after that,we are good kido hahah :D

After that i went back with qiao han hungying and qianhui,haha we crapped some disgusting stuff on the train,qian hui tried to explain to qiao han the meaning of “it’s just a skin”,and ya,she almost mad..

Oh ya,I want to buy i5 processer..500bucks altogether with the motherboard..but but i must save $$ for some purpose..haiy…

Alright let’s end here,have something to do now~ bye ( ^_^ )/~~

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

2010-10-10T01:28:00.001+08:00

就这样吧，算了吧。

这么做可能是最好选择的不是吗？

别想了，别梦了，回到现实大家做朋友吧。

我想了好久，我还是做不到。就这样吧…

this post is for her,potassium hydroxide.

2010-10-04T19:23:00.001+08:00

天鹅南飞鸟不归
水流几处春又回
万种风情逐波去
人倚孤亭心若飞
正是思念无头绪
相约心上几徘徊
佳人伴尔心莫醉

2010-09-13T01:58:00.001+08:00

2010-09-12T14:30:00.001+08:00

似乎好多天没有跟任何人联系了，手机一直都是安安静静的。很少发短信，更少打电话了，只是用它上MSN、翻翻自己的blog、听听自己喜欢的音乐.或许有一天我就这样突然间消失了，不再和谁做任何联系……

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人能想起我的名字，记得曾经有过我的存在？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人每天都打电话或发短信给我？即使我的电话已经欠费停机。

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人发疯了一样找我，然后因找不到我的任何消息而伤心难过？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人无数次的点击我的空间，试图找到我留下的一点点痕迹？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人每天都开着QQ等我，当听到好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人在街上走的时候突然想起我，想到蹲在地上痛哭？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人在最快乐的时候想起我，想我能一起分享那份开心？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人觉得其实心里是想我的，其实也很在乎我？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人一直等我，一直相信我会回到他（她）们身边？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人试图在清明节那天为我送上一点祝福，让我一路走好？

如果有一天我突然消失了，会不会有人说‘我相信你还会回来，你会回来让我拉着你的手，幸福的靠在你身旁’？

等真的消失了，我便不会再回头，请你们忘了我继续幸福，我知道我与你们的世界永远无关，说忘记我也只是自作多情…

2010-09-11T11:35:00.001+08:00

hmmm what should i update…eh idk –.-"

alright,life kinda suck esp for holidays,it’s really a waste of time uh.. sigh >.<

left one more day and school will reopen,woohoo,see you on monday ms tan hahahah

2010-08-29T10:21:00.001+08:00

went out with Seo Rin and Vicky to celebrate Seo Rin's birthday~ hahas..it was really fun!!

I happened to meet Vicky at Bugis junction and she told me she haven't prepare the birthday card yet! =_____="

yeah,then we walked around and finally found a place that sell birthday cards..i dont know what she wrote on the card but ya,i believe it's something very nice right vicky? O(∩_∩)O

then we went to Thomson Road and had our dinner,oh btw they kept on talking about silly stuffs like Peechanna dancing pokemon and lollipop etc =.="

after that we went to J8,walk from Level 1 to level 4,then level 4 to Level 1~ lol after that i realise that i should call zheng da!! but well,it's too late loh~

anyway,vicky me and Seo rin laughing like shit on the MRT when we sent Seo Rin home..Seo Rin ask vicky:

vic,can you send me home? i don't wanna be alone…

Vic replied: hmmmmm i can't,my husband dont allow you see. (then she starts to laugh)

Seo Rin: Dong Yi,can you send me home?

Me: hmmmm my wife dont allow you see..(then i started to laugh also)

Seo Rin then grabbed vicky's neck and don't allow her to alight at serangoon mrt! LOL

yeah ytd is really really very fun, and i realise victoria can be such a joker outside school...and yeah,seo rin was like a baby sitter hahaha

Lastly,happy birthday to Seo Rin again O(∩_∩)O

2010-08-24T18:03:00.001+08:00

　　如果我在同一个城市里和你发短信，那么你将会再10秒钟后收到
　　“最近可好？”
　　如果我和你在同一个星球上发短信，那么你将会在2小时内收到
　　“好久不见了，有点想你了”
　　如果我在月球上和你发短信，那么你将会在2个月内收到
　　“想你了，真的想你了”
　　如果我在火星上和你发短信，那么你将在18个月内收到
　　“这辈子，我们还有缘相见吗？”
　　如果我在冥王星和你发短信，那么你将在8年后收到
　　“26岁的你还好吗？18岁的我仍然爱着你”
　　如果我在英仙座和你发短信，那么你将在16年后收到
　　“34岁的你可好？是否还记得18岁的我？”
　　然而，我现在和你发的短信，这辈子都发不到你那里
　　或许真的，我们身处在平行世界。
　　其实每个人都活的很孤单，即使一对恋人互相发了1000条短信，但是他们两颗心的距离只缩短了1厘米。因为人类始终没有办法跨越时间和空间的阻隔。又有谁可以等待没有结果的等待？等待，本就太难。多少年后，今天，这一刻都成为流年，谁又可以印刻？
　　某日，在拥挤的地铁里，与另一个人的眼神交会。
　　某日，你站在货架前选东西，刚要伸手却被“捷手先登”
　　某日，你打开QQ,无意地和哪个人说出了自己心里埋藏多年的秘密。
　　某日，你翻出曾经的信笺，却发现里面藏着从未发现的夹层。
　　在这个世界上，真正懂你的那个人，你却未必可知，甚至不曾相识。
　　知己，除了自己，都将成为谜题。
　　流年是流动的年岁。
　　阳光下，当水流动的时候难免蒸发。
　　所以，偶尔扪心问到了昨天的快乐，或是梦想，不必悲伤。
　　因为你毕竟走过了这么多年的得与失。
　　------写给自己的话

《借口》

2010-08-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

看着我们的照片，脑海浮现从前。
那个下雨天，我们两心相连。
读着你寄来的笺，说你放下永远，
我依然不愿，接受你的道别。
也许你已经忘记我，也许你也不想回头。
我知道自己的过错，请再给我，一个理由，说你不爱我。
一切是我过错，能不能原谅我，你说你要分手是我们不适合。
说我们还是朋友，是安慰我的借口，如果能够，我想陪你，一直走到最后。
就算没有结果我也能够承受我知道你的痛是我给的承诺
说你我还是朋友，可我们分开以后，如果能够，请你忘了我（如果能够，请别记得我）

自己修改了一些，比较适合自己的心情…唉我犯贱吗？

2010-08-10T00:21:00.001+08:00

Finally met up with them,xin rong,hanisah,jonathan,emerson and Omesh!!

Haha they are still the same after a year,i can still recognise them even we didnt meet for that long!!Saw xin rong first,she's still so 'tall' and cute,then hanisah,emerson and a hug from Jonathan, hahas~ sweet sweet :D

Curse of the Deserted is highly not recommanded!!! It was suppose to be a horror movie and after half hour,everything is about love except the girl's ear starts to bleed til death~ WTH IS THAT MAN!!!!

Oh well,after movie we went to Maria Bay,floating platform there and watched fireworks,it's soooo nice!!!

We saw St John marching contigent on the road,and the Sir still remember me and waved at me somemore!!! :D

then after that,we waited bus for almost half an hour,cant tahan,walk to marina square,ate burger king, one burger set plus ice cream is 4.95,damn cheap and nice!!!

Haha

Well,it was almost 11 when we said bye bye at the MRT entrance.. Thank you guys for giving me such a nice National Day holiday~ Hope to see you guys soon in BGI or whenever you all are free :D

Lastly,Don't forget: NDP'09, we made it happen :D

2010-08-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

i'm really sick and tired...why it always happen to me??
why i cant hide it from her?
can anyone tell me why? please?!

2010-07-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

用铅笔写下的爱情故事 可以轻轻抹去
但是抹去后同样还会有痕迹
那些痕迹就像泪水被风吹干 无精打采的记忆
记忆虽然会很美  但同时也很伤人
在属于我们的幸福里
你是那个最初与最终的抉择
为了属于我们的幸福
我们会一起努力
真正的幸福
在相信中产生怀疑
在怀疑中深信不疑
喜欢在夜幕降临后
一个人坐着静静的听着音乐
听着某首歌
想念着某一个人
想着曾经的某一段幸福快乐
有人说，青春是一道明媚的忧伤..
才发现长大了，却如此寂寞..
有人说。如果一个人喜欢一首歌。
是因为歌里有她的故事。
有她想要铭记却又怕遗忘的记忆。
音乐，记下了我心中倔强的伤和微微的笑。
我的眼泪，我的幸福，我的沉默，我的梦想，我的思念。一切的一切。
会一个人看一个电影，一遍又一遍
会一个人听一首歌曲，一次又一次
会一个人来回逛一条马路，
想着怎样一个转身可以遇见你
这是我固执的倔强，我可怜的执着
曾试着做一个永远也听不懂情歌的白痴,想让自己好过一点
可结果，我依然在淡淡、悠扬、寂寞甚至轻快的旋律中
嗅到孤独的味道，留下悲伤的泪水

2010-07-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

leg infected after injured and played in sea for 3hours...kinda sad...
get sunburn in a cloudy day...how perfect...
kena fucked up by a 10 years old boy..how irritating...
this is my weekend

2010-07-09T19:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Stacy :) 15 already yea? Enjoy every minutes of your life and smile everyday :D a smile can solve many questions without effort,trust me :D
Haha ya, you have the best wishes from dong yi :)
--------------------------------i am a line--------------------------------------------

OK anyway,2nd week of the term passed and yea,it still sucks...
who is free to talk to me leh?? awwww feeling damn suck now. whoever see this,give me a call pls :O no matter when is it,just call me bah...

2010-06-30T23:22:00.001+08:00

Cynthia I'm sorry...

2010-06-13T19:25:00.003+08:00

许下你听不到的承诺，流星怎么不坠落，在倒数声中我剩下什么？

that’s random anyway..hmmm went to training camp for one day only…this year the camp kinda screwed up cos the water got problem and there were 11 cadets(before i left) felt giddy,vomiting etc…wahahahahaha i don't know what they are gonna with it and now, i'm leaving :D

Dong Yi out

2010-06-10T06:16:00.001+08:00

Xinya intro this video to me last night and i keep on listening to it until now 6am…

didnt sleep for the whole night,dont know why but im simply not tire at all…

6.13,the beginning of a fresh page of my life,how far can i go? how much i can learn? who much will I understand about myself? They are the unknowns and i dont want to discover all the unknown…

what the hell am i talking about..never mind, have a nice day guys,i feel like watching sun rise at airport today..

2010-06-05T01:19:00.001+08:00

It is the beginning of friendship,thank you for being so frank to me :D

2010-06-03T23:27:00.001+08:00

想睡睡不着，只能坐在阳台上看着无光的夜空，脑海浮现出你的脸...

2010-05-29T20:07:00.001+08:00

所有的人都行色匆匆，除了他。机场是这个社会的缩影，各种肤色、各种等级、各怀心事和目的，相似的是都是过客，经过、行走、最后离开。没有人会遇到人群中央这个倒霉男人所遇到的事：飞机到站的前一天，他的国家发生政变，没有国籍、没有身份、没有回去或者进入的任何权力，他彻底地被生活边缘化了，虽然周围每天都人潮汹涌，但那是一种热闹的孤独，唯一可以倾诉可以依靠的人就是自己。

因为喜欢汤姆汉克斯，所以才看了《幸福终点站》。《达芬奇的密码》上映时，就有记者采访汤姆汉克斯，说2007年他就和达芬奇创作《蒙娜丽莎的微笑》时的年龄一样了，50岁，那么由此推断，2004年的汤姆已届 47，的确，他已经不再像早期作品中的那样潇洒挺拔了，但是由他创造的人物类型还是那么的年轻，生机勃勃，散发出历久弥香的魅力。

《幸福终点站》是一部喜剧，是一部设置在现实场景中的现代人面对困境的喜剧，所以它并不如早期的《魔岛仙踪》奇幻和戏剧，也没有《荒岛余生》那样让人肃然起敬、斗志激昂，它对爱情也着墨不多，不像《网络情缘》给人一种美丽细腻微妙的情感熨贴，但是，汤姆汉克斯饰演的这个角色还是以他独有的乐观、坚韧和对情感的执著，深深打动了我。

汤姆汉克斯的每个角色都得很平凡，但是他们正直而且坚定，即使在《网络情缘》中他扮演的是一家跨国连锁集团的总裁，但他依然孑然一身，和他的狗一起生活，等待真爱；在《费城故事》里他是一个同性恋和艾滋病患者，但是他依然保持体面的尊严和对生活的热爱；《阿甘正传》是他角色性格的一次完美的注脚和总结，与其说我喜欢低能却快乐的阿甘，不如说我更爱他所选择的生活，简单、干净、无所求亦无所失，战乱、欺骗、争吵和野心，都只是他坚定脚步后的一缕风，只有远方，只要奔跑。

《幸福终点站》中他在机场困窘不堪、处处受到愚弄和阻挠，但是上帝给他打开了另一扇窗户，凯瑟琳.泽塔琼斯扮演的美丽空姐和他邂逅了，空姐遭遇感情创伤，邀请汤姆汉克斯共进晚餐，一次顺理成章的约会，汤姆汉克斯却拒绝了，因为他知道自己没有足够的钱付这顿晚餐，由于顾及体面，也没有跟空姐解释，于是空姐失意离开了。由此感动良久，这个小人物不但教会我们坚强，而且告诉我们一个人的尊严远远比所谓的机遇更为重要。

2010-05-26T22:22:00.001+08:00

原来友情 < 13分钟的等待

原来亲情建立在谎言上,,,

我所有的都是什么？

我不知道

2010-05-21T21:37:00.001+08:00

I am PROMOTED!!! wahahaha

after half-month of hardwork,finally i achieved marketing manager!!! woohoo!!!

BUT before i start this post proper,i wanna apologise to stacy koh: sorry dear...i was too busy for past 2weeks and i didnt really contact with u that much, SORRY!!! forgive monkey yea?

ok yea,for your info,im promoted.. ^^ maybe i should really celebrate tonight!!! woohoo

2010-05-20T16:35:00.001+08:00

Hey guys :D finally it's tuesday and we finally met up :D

hmmm met her at AMK mrt, take 138 to the ZOO...haha i enjoyed today a lot man!! OMG~

it had been quite a while since my last visit to the zoo and enjoy it..hehhs... we keep on taking pictures here and there~ but too bad only a few of them have us,the monkey and pig :P

ok these are the pictures

2010-05-20T16:09:00.001+08:00

second part :D

2010-05-20T15:58:00.001+08:00

Third part :D

2010-05-14T22:21:00.001+08:00

Exams officially over (ignore that stupid listening compre pls..) and let me show u some pic i took during exam period :D

jun liang~he thought he is cool all the time :D

Jin jie the small boy xD

Jun hao was singing and xingyu pointing middie finger at him

想不想功夫熊猫？！

the day before exam start,i packed everything home -.-"

i love this face but stacy said it's ugly ):

KAH CHEE IS PLAYING THIS KIND OF GAME!! _|_

Jun Hao aka birdie

exams are officially over and yea~ i can fly now (:

4more days to see her,time please fly ):

2010-05-12T22:37:00.001+08:00

Hey guys..

firstly i want to apologise to her. sorry dear,it seems like i missed the last train to lalaland (: but im not regret...

tonight is such a beautiful night and how i wish you were here sitting beside me at the balcony,looking at the rain and enjoy the wind. I miss you so much, the hour hand of the clock ran for 216 rounds since the last glance at you and another 100 rounds to see you again...

这么美丽的夜晚，适合与最美丽的人度过..

2010-05-05T18:29:00.001+08:00

random picture…my mouse and mouse pad..haha

2010-05-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

谜语什么植物有手机？

萝卜和青菜…为什么？因为：

萝卜青菜，各有所爱（索爱 sony ericsson ）

ok let's begin this post by a cold joke...

life was tiring these few days..and is tht what caused my nose to bleed morning or afternoon? thts disgusting man!!! now my pillow have my blood!!!! woohoo so red~ ok forget it..eh nose,please stop bleeding during exam period please ):

anyway,went to library yesterday,3rd of may..revised something on geog and a maths and i have no confident for mid year exams at all..who can help me? T_T

and why stacy’s school dont have marking day one~ wah lao... wad a silly policy...bleah~but never mind, i can still see her during june holiday..

let me end here bah~ EVERYONE JIA YOU FOR YOUR MID-YEAR EXAMINATION!!! ALL THE BEST!!!!

爱是送你会长大的幸福，用生命为你变魔术永远被保护，牵手围住会长大的幸福，看它开花结果变大树，我们唱着歌欢呼 :D

2010-05-02T12:56:00.001+08:00

totally amazed by this doggy :D

P.S. see you tomorrow :D

2010-04-28T21:04:00.001+08:00

中国乃至世界最帅的乞丐！！

his charming coat,LV bag’s carrier,the belt,the sharp eyes..omg~

this one is edited by his fans..

you know how cool he is? he is a hot topic on UK’s newpaper you know~ hahaha

2010-04-27T18:22:00.001+08:00

on 27 march, she opened her heart and gave me a chance to love...and today i hope she knows she made a right choice on that beautiful afternoon (:

2010-04-26T17:36:00.001+08:00

i cant stop laughing when i saw this pic..jian nan ah,how come ur pants become like tht..aiyo…sexy uh :P

revised log yesterday,and i think i forgot half of it today…hmm..tmr dont have maths,my brain can relax for one day loh :D

and take a look at this picture(skip this part if u had your meal juz now or gonna have it).

found it at guan teck’s facebook and i cant stop laughing at it :D

haha enjoy your meal guys :D

2010-04-25T09:14:00.001+08:00

Today is 25th April…happy birthday mingqing :D

2010-04-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

these photos was taken during FAC

these were taken in today’s PFT :D

jin jie the cute boy

wee kiat :D

xing yu ~~

SEE MY RESULT!!! (Reg 41,3rd from bottom)

shuttle run: 9.6s :D

sit up: 41 –.-“ 43 is A

SBJ: 242 :D

sit & reach: 40cm old le

pull up: miraclely 5:D

hahaha

我会紧紧握住你的手，不会让幸福悄悄从指间流走…

2010-04-18T00:46:00.001+08:00

i love 17 april 2010 :D

happened to meet her on circle line(seriously it’s fate) then the competition ran smoothly,but zhonghua nursing was in 2nd place…the 7 yr of champions ended here but nursing,u all did a good job,just that nanyang did better…Canberra did very well too,3rd position this year, claps for them (:

after FAC,went to subway with her,eat til 8+ and we were on the way home~talked a lot of stuff,but most of the time,it’s the conversation between hearts (: i love you…

i dont know when we will meet again but i believe that as long as the we have each other in the heart,we can make it :D

2010-04-15T22:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes i really dont know how to talk to u...yes it’s all my fault alright? im the one who’s having attitude problem and u r the one who is always right. satisfy?

everytime u not good at sth or dont know something,what u always said. do u rmb? “it’s my fault meh?” am i right? that time i wanted to go bugis,cass asked u later on u all wan go bugis? you give my a ‘he wanna go’look and said nothing,then i said no,i go home…and u and cass thought i angry..i was like,you are the one who always do things that pissed ppl off first but u always act innocent and others always thought it’s my fault, u know what,u reminds me of vivian,my sec one junior..what’s the diff between 2 of U??

NEVER MIND FORGET IT!! i bet u will be like very pissed off right? fine,who cares? continue cry,it’s my fault after all ok?

2010-04-14T18:36:00.001+08:00

3 more days dear (:

2010-04-10T17:38:00.003+08:00

http://monkey-on-the-track.blogspot.com/alright it's time to update~
previous week was fine to me...everything was normal and ya,it's gone..oh btw i received my bday present from papa last saturday :D
today visit Pulau Tekong with aunt,sigh im too old le,must join ns soon T_T oh ya ya,i fired real rifle, Sar-21 today :D woohoo it's so cool and i managed to hit 'head' at a percentage of 86.5% from 50m range :D so COOL!!!! omg omg omg!! then i visited the bunk,equiptment centre and the army guy told me that the load i need to carry when fully equip is 13KG..my eye goes O.O x 10

my heart goes shalalalala (just random -.-)

i format my comp 2 days ago and currently updating + installing everything i need...hmm oh ya,i received a new OCBC debit card,the previous one have some problem and the bank mail me 50 bucks voucher for their mistakes :D wahahaha

one more thing...i miss that pig le ): next week after FAC,i will treasure every second with her :D
ily <3

i love this picture the most,the sky,the field,yang zheng primary school..woohoo

alright,this one simply random -.-"

you know what,this is the thing we need to copy for detention..WTF!!

a real pig who was trying to eat the seaweeds o.o

2010-04-02T20:17:00.001+08:00

70% lamp chop :D

cough…

this thing is huge!! wahaha

ice-cream uh Stacy >:)

SUSHI~ Pig wanna eat? :P

there are 18 types of ice-cream,cool :D

why it’s purple colour??

hehe help to digest =x

meat meat

STEAK + LAMB CHOP~

Mr Bean ?

OMG I LOVE THIS CAR!!!

hmmm i went to this sakura buffet restaurant and ate with some church friends,but hor..today is friday and im not allow to eat me,especially today is GOOD FRIDAY you know… –.-" but in the end,we prayed and let’s eat meat ==” ok god forgave us please~

our stomach was full after 2.5hrs…from lamp shop to fish balls to sushi to cake to yogurt to crab to fruits to ice-creams,this 24 bucks worth it :D

2010-03-24T23:03:00.001+08:00

i thought it’s simply lack of sleep,but i slept more than 24hrs since yesterday and today,yet i feel so giddy all day long~ TSL’s lesson i couldnt focus on what was she teaching and i was struggling to stay awake…eh what’s wrong with me ah? sigh so pathetic isnt it :’( anyway,i will screw up my physics for sure. Today a new topic was taught and ya,i was sleeping…hmmm what should i do o.o Im so glad that im not in FAC team or else,GG is a very good phrase to describe my current situation.

Heard that pig received very good results on bio and english,haha congratulation!!! :D

anyway,if anyone is waiting for my sms,sorry that i dont think i will sms anyone…Monkey is too tired and he really need some rest and find out what’s wrong with him.. sorry uh >.<

这是我十八岁的第一篇文章

2010-03-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英，是记忆力有味道的风景…

那天早上妈又拉又骗又哄的把我押到一年一班的门口，一脸严肃的你站在讲台看着我，我那时候我觉得我遇到了一个很凶的人…记得有次我把耀第的毽子踢到教室的窗帘上，7岁的我怎么都拿不下来，我当时硬着头皮去办公室找你让你帮我，以为你不会帮我拿，可是你什么都没说拿着长尺就帮我拿下来了。自从那次以后我敢与你对视和说话，觉得好有成就感。不知道您是否还记得学校曾经有一面矮墙，种着梧桐树和枫树。有次跟几个同学擅自跳进去拔玩，结果有只毛毛虫掉在手背上。是你拿着镊子把那些毫毛一根一根拔出来，擦酒精帮我消毒。学校还有有午睡的规定，夏天必须在学校午睡两个小时。这两个小时是最疯狂的时候，也是挨尺子最多的时候…一张嘴被听到就被你敲一次。可是我们几个小屁孩还是不亦乐乎跟你宣战。玩累了，大家都在听操场的蝉鸣，它的声音仿佛能穿越云霄，让人百听不厌。

小学五年级我离开了相处五年的你，那时候的我觉得鼻腔的酸碱度低于七。那年谷雨，校园长满了蒲公英，斜行向上的蒲公英种子,顺着柔和的阳光轨迹缓缓飞翔,只剩下一株光秃秃的蒲公英花茎,默默地呆在原地摇曳。似乎在挥手祝福,又仿佛在流泪惜别。其实,蒲公英种子与蒲公英不需要太多告别的话语,只是默默地、默默地再见。站在这幅画面前，我的思绪如潮水般涌动。

转眼过了7年，当我再次踏入校园，那道矮墙也被拆除，梧桐树也消失，只剩下暗红色的枫叶还在树枝上摇曳。偶然间又发现了一株株光秃秃的的蒲公英，我想起了您。您是蒲公英,我们是簇拥在您身边的花朵。流动的时光如风,我们都飞走了,您还在原处,还那么痴情地守候那一块土地。您应当自豪,蒲公英的种子会飞翔,会奋斗,会在更广阔更肥美的地方扎根,生长;也请您相信,所有的蒲公英种子都会记住,在我们去发的地方,那个分别的夏天,有许多难忘的故事,有一个不变的约定!

谢谢你李珉李老师。

在雨中，我看到了那个天使

2010-03-19T12:30:00.001+08:00

昨天去SnowCity疯玩了两个小时，在白茫茫雪和冷飕飕风中我好像找回到过去…我们五个人玩的好疯，拿雪丢人，从雪坡上往下滑~哇哈哈哈哈有点像小时候每次放学都会做的疯事…总之昨天真的很开心，几个最好的朋友都来捧场，谢谢谢谢~ 昨天收到第一个生日礼物咯，Stacy 小姐给我一个呃…外面看起来是猴子其实我真的不确定是什么东东…嗯…不过还是很可爱的说~

生日还不到就出去庆祝有点让自己未老先衰的我感觉..哇哈哈哈哈哈~ 老了，18岁咯…问我有什么愿望？呃让自己成熟点，成绩好一点，哦多开心的笑~

有人说下雨天会看到天使，过去一直不明白其中的含义。难道天使只喜欢下雨天？还是他们喜欢在雨中玩？直到双手接触的瞬间，我闭起双眼抬起头，因我的心看到了那个天使，那个属于我的天使

七月七日晴，忽然下起了大雪，不敢睁开眼希望是我的幻觉，我站在地球边眼睁睁看着雪，覆盖你来的那条街，七月七日晴，黑夜忽然变白天，我失去知觉看着相爱的极限，我望着地平线天空无际无边，听不见你道别，拇指之间还残留你的昨天，一片一片怎么拼贴完全，

2010-03-13T21:18:00.001+08:00

18岁是一个青春的年龄，是个叛逆的季节。这个年龄的我们，经历了太多太多的分离与悲伤。18岁的天空很蓝很蓝。

　　耳朵里响起音乐，跟着旋律轻轻吟唱。“今天过拉不会再有一个今天。17岁也不会在有另外一次”，这句话听起来很感伤。是的，我们的生命中有很多东西，只能拥有一次，失去便不再拥有。18岁的我们，更需要我们拿出勇气去面对我们的生活与未来。

　　自从进入高中以来，面对紧张的学习，感到不适应，总想找个时间来放松一下。于是我荒废了一年的时间。高中分文理，面对那一本一本的书，不知道到底选什么，曾无数次的在心里默念。我不喜欢文科班的那种沉默，于是我选择了理。我知道对于我来说，学理有点难，但我不后悔我的选择。18岁是个选择的季节。抬头看看天空，它依然那么蓝。

　　总是喜欢在忙碌中看天，偶儿抬头，给自己的心放个假。总以为18岁，是个美好的年龄，会出现许多意想不到的事，现在才知道，这是个需要奋斗的年龄。

　　在这个季节，唯一想做的是就是去看海。和朋友骑着单车，一路的谈笑风声，让我们忘了时间的流逝。听大海的声音，看白云的笑脸。总以为大海的蓝是种透明的蓝，白云的笑脸是种和谐的美，孰不知，那只是自己心里的美。向白云招手，发现外面的世界是如此的美好，18岁的天空依然如初。

　　18岁的我们，更容易把自己的感情付出。付出的是完整的心，得到的却是一个伤痕累累的心。这注定是我们这个年龄要走的路。在这个季节，我们变的爱哭，总以为眼泪可以冲刷一切。等到以后才发现，当时的自己是多么的幼稚与可笑。

　　18的我们，成熟中带有一点稚气，表面看起来很成熟的我们，内心却那么的小孩子气。总以为自己已经长大了，却不曾想到我们对外面的世界知道的还很少。

　　在18岁这个季节，我看到了青春的叛逆与狂热。喜欢在叛逆中寻找自我。总是喜欢有雨的天气，听雨的声。烦躁的心情总会使自己有种压抑感，然后和着雨声，慢慢下沉，静静回忆自己的18岁。

　　在不知不觉中，已经过了一大半，在这个季节，感受春风的温暖，聆听夏雨的狂暴，窥看秋叶的飘落，体验冬雪

　　的浪漫。18岁已从手指间悄悄滑落。转过头，看自己走过的路，对着天空轻轻一笑，原来18岁是这个样子的一个季节。天空依然蓝，像海的颜色。

　　然后转过头，对自己的18岁说：Bye-Bye！

2010-03-09T17:54:00.001+08:00

had oral exam today,passage was about global warming…ok that was easy,but the conversation was: 中学生穿校服在公共场所亲热…i was like, WHAT THE HELL??!!! i shocked for a while,and answer with all the rubbish came across my mind..oh i was smiling the a short moment when i heard the title, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA it reminds me of someone…HAHAHAHAHA

alright,recently the life was fine with me. TSL still bui song with me,she keep on targeting me for no reason,i hate tht bitch…

pig,do well for your tests uh!!! Too stressed monkey sayang u..hahaha

2010-03-01T21:33:00.001+08:00

so fast,2nd year had past…

sometimes when i thought about her at mid-night when i couldn’t fall asleep,the night was really a painful yet peaceful journey for me…someone told me that human’s average memory capacity is 5yrs, and the memory of her is disappearing,rapidly…

On 27 feb, i faced the North-West,with your favourite purple tulip & i questioned myself in the heart,can i see you again? My heart didn’t reply. I told my heart again “我愿用来世擦肩而过，换取今生的五百次回眸…”

我真的好想你…

2010-02-22T21:39:00.001+08:00

went to Sg river with jian jian on saturday :D

ahha it was fun and we ate A LOT of spicy food uh!! damn nice and ya,it’s spicy –.-"

anyway,after work,changed clothes and we rushed to the floating platform :D

as i stepped on the platform,all of sudden i miss that place very much.2mths of memories at the platform were brought up in my mind,the time when the Navy officers shouted at me.” RIGHT MARKER FOLLOW MARKING!!’ and all those shits,i smiled…

anyway,NDP’09 was over and this year zone 7 and 8 will be the one marching on the platform,all the best guys :D

可爱的剑剑

还是他，可爱的剑剑

怎么还是他，可爱的剑剑

Food Vouchers :D

麻辣烫！！哇哈哈

he was not pointing middle finger,photo was captured when he tried to make a V sign

SEE,the ppl down there..*ignore him*

Our Spicy food!! >.< wahahah the one at most right,spilled when strong wind blowed..

i wanna play –.-"

wahahahaha i wanted to play,but bankrupt le

who is this band again?

帅哥！！

me and jian nan was laughing like mad when we saw these Mercats..hahahaha

i saw monkey and pig :D

2010-02-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

this was taken at the dinner held on 1st Feb

好多酒哦！

看我和我的爱红姐多么可爱！！哈哈

剑南啊，你就不能笑的像样点么…呵呵

purple charcoal :D

the moon at AMK MRT

coughs*

rainbow on my leg :D

raining day on 5th Feb,and that’s the last rain fall til today…

stacy,ur dear sonny :D

hmmmm

mannual operation..WHERE IS THE DRIVER??

haha it’s the rear

DUCK NECK!!! hell nice :D

WAIT!!!HOW TO SPELL SOUVENIR?!!! spotted at Bishan J8 NTUC

my poor fingers )’:

Alright,CNY was boring..i worked throughout the 4days,hehe u understand why le bah??

New year is over and here we are,going to school again…hmmm changed seat today,from Easten corner to Western corner of the classroom,so is there any difference except im facing opposit direction?? idk –.-''

oh ya,yesterday i went to House of Seafood and had dinner with Yaya…i waited for 1hour for the first dish to be served T_T but this is not what i wanna shared. There was a really young + extremly FAT ass sitting at the other table,he was wiping away his mucus with his arm while eating crab,he did other Velly irritating stuff too,but i really dont wish to mention about it….oh,continue…i stared at that guy,he looked into my eyes, he seems like he’s gonna cry,due to the extremly LARGE size father of his,i stopped staring at him incase that father come after me,it’s nt a joking matter hahahahah!!!!!

oh anyway,stupid popcorn made few blisters on my both hands,one of them even burst….awww it hurts..pig sayang monkey leh T_T

ok,let’s get mature…tmr have PE,ah sian….

2010-02-05T23:02:00.001+08:00

我的妹妹

我是一个不会做哥哥的人，

我是一个不懂得体贴的人。

我是一个经常惹你哭的人，

我是一个经常让你笑的人。

我是一个与你分享快乐的人,

我是一个与你分享痛苦的人。

我是一个爱发牢骚的人，

我是一个知道你不会安慰人，

却还是不受控制打给你的人。

我是一个觉得你值得疼爱的人，

我是一个想保护你的人。

我是一个觉得你最可爱的人，

我是一个我最爱你的人。

你是一个会做妹妹的人，

你是一个暗中体贴的人。

你是一个经常被我惹哭的人，

你是一个经常被我逗笑的人。

你是一个与我分享快乐的人，

你是一个与我分享痛苦的人。

你是一个聆听我发牢骚的人，

你是一个不懂的安慰人的人。

你是一个惹人疼爱的人，

你是一个值得保护的人。

你是一个最可爱的人，

你是一个我最爱的人。

——王猴猴

2302 05.02.2010

妹妹，今天不应该跟你吵架…我也有错的地方…原谅老哥吧，猴子哥哥下次请你吃水果哦~

I miss you

2010-02-04T21:20:00.003+08:00

I miss him,I don't know why I was so dumb tht moment....why I didn't pick up his call tht night before he's gone, I thnk I will never know what he wanted to tell me tht day....I was such a moron...Arggg...half a year after he passed away,I still blame myself for it,maybe I'm deserve to know,but who can tell me what he tried to say???anyone??? Sigh...just now I thought abt him again,and my tears still dropped.you can say I'm a sentimentalist,I don't care....tht day,I shouldn't go to east coast park, I shldnt care abt tht freaking project,why I didn't go to hospital???! Fucking retard...I really hate myself at times cos I really can't tell which is priority task,and no offence,I created most of the troubles bcos of someone...
anyway,uncle I really miss you a lot,and will you forgive me?

2010-02-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

half of the week passed..and im still dizzy all day long~

i dont know whats going on with me now but i just cant focus everyday )’:

ytd pig asked me A maths question and frankly speaking,why their school started teaching on Alpha le…awww Zhong hua suck loh –.-“

anyway,i thknk life is getting bored nowadays…im doing everything again and again….ahhhhh i hate it….

tell u all oh,i read the english version of Alchemist again,i think its interesting compare to the Chinese version..

OMG~ i dont know what am i doing…forget it,i will update again when my thought is well organised…bye

2010-01-30T07:17:00.001+08:00

这几天过得昏昏沉沉，上班 + FAC + Tan Soo Lan= 想自杀

昨晚以为好不容易能好好睡一觉，10点睡的，1点起来，又睡着了，4点起来。。

唉真的好难受，什么道理嘛！！

不过我梦到那只猪了 ^3^ 这么想能开心点吧 O(∩_∩)O

Tan Soo Lan 看我很不爽，我看她更不爽。。妈妈的她凭什么看不起我啊？就她厉害行了吧？

我说你怎么50+还单身，现在想想觉得你老公、男朋友放弃你真是明智举动！哼 ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮鄙视你

算了，不想让她毁了我的周末。。听着Bad Romance心情好多啦~哈哈

还有一件事就是 Peggy 昨早去美国了。。

怎么说好呢，我跟她也不是很熟，不过经过NDP那半年总算认识一些了吧

呵呵原来想去送她的，可是仔细想想还是算了吧。

有时候心里默默的祝福也就足够了。

大家有缘再见吧！！

2010-01-21T21:08:00.001+08:00

山中没老爸，猴子当霸王！

看看老虎怎么被猴子欺负的

狗狗不发威你当我史努比啊？！

2010-01-21T02:14:00.001+08:00

look at this bird, it’s so poor thing loh…hit by a dolphin :(

and it reminds me a song, 珊瑚海 by Jay Chou cos the chorus part is

‘海鸟跟鱼相爱，只是一场意外’

hehhs i know im kinda bo liao but yeah,i am…

finished work at 0045 and i just reach home..sigh fatigued + irritated by the smell of the air refresher….arggg

i managed to do 4 pages of exercise when i was working and most of them are correct!! woohoo cheer for the monkey :D

lol ok it’s 214 now.valentine’s day!!! LOL ok ok sweetdreams to everyone :D

2010-01-17T16:04:00.001+08:00

喝一杯香醇的咖啡，度过一个悠闲的黄昏。生活，就是这么简单。

——猴子

2010-01-17T08:48:00.002+08:00

i tried to update something but my fingers were too lazy to type..and now,since some1 asked me to,i shall type something :D
alright,i received the fac schedule recently,and i totally freakout, wanna know why? hehhs i dont tell you. woohoo, i never love liting that much ~.~ btw, life is getting more and more tired to me, but,i got my first saturday holiday since long ago... ytd was quite fun,i went to chinese garden after the parents forum shit(yea it is shit),i love that place man...i dont know why but i cant stop thinking about tht place ^3^ after that i went to ECT til 11+ i think?? and ultraman im sorry abt ytd,i was in deep thought abt something when u smsed me....

oh,quite long ago,someone asked if tmr is the dooms day,what u wanan do today? i got quite alot of interesting answers..for eg find a girlfriend..get drunk and do sth unknown..watch sky...company love ones...and for the most interesting answer, is sleep at home and wish he will never wake up..so how about you???

2010-01-02T02:44:00.002+08:00

haha althought its 2 jan now,but HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone (:

31,we went to sentosa and countdown...the 'we' are me,sky,zhengda and kelly :D

we wanted to celebrate at barrage but condition is 18 and above...so we took taxi to sentosa...we had our light dinner there,slack,flying kite,drink breezer(me only)play in sea etc,it's really fun though there were only 4 of us...slacked until 11+,we went to the most southern part of central asia...weets...i shld take photo loh..but ya,kelly and i was singing songs and ignore those banglas' visual attack :D

after that we went to siloso beach for count down..and then, it's 2010!!! ^3^ everyone become so HIGH in spirit,shouting and singing...woohoo~~ then 12+ we went back to Vivo city and took a lof of pictures there (:

it's the end of 2009,a new year began and my diary turn to a fresh page...hope it's written with happiness...

oh i have to mention sth,last night i wanted to withdraw some money from ATM machine,then after i input my password,the whole atm machine shutted down and i couldnt get my card back ==" come on,first day of the year,such stupid thing happened -.-" argggg cant take it laaa....

btw photos will be updated after i receive from kelly...

2009-12-26T13:54:00.002+08:00

once again,merry christmas to everyone (:

ok let's talk about Golden Village Chaos on 25th December 2009...
firstly,EVERY show full house except mid night movie..for Candy bar,they will only busy when the movie starting,but for us,box office,they can come anytime they want to..so,our meal is AIR...ok,continue... for 3D movie,something really really bad had happened... 3D hall had some technical problem,shutted down...yay,imaging 2 session,almost 500 ppl wants to refund...heheheh cool..... and a guy,with his 2 sons are son of bitch can...we already refund for them,and give them blue comp pass..which mean it can watch anymovie at anytime,no expire date,expect gold class and 3D movie,and 3 of them,wanted to watch 3D with it,in then end their attitude very bad...who de fuck wanna give a damn about them? so passed them a name card,wrote down the name,let them complain bah...hmph..

anothing is, are singaporeans blind? the shorter line if for online booking ONLY,cant they read it? and bcos of those aunties,those who had online booking have to wait for hell long,and can tell they're unhappy with their facial expression...today,i made up my mind,whoever go to counter 1 BUY tickets, i will said,sorry,online booking only,different system...hehe....

anyway,this yr christmas is rather lonely,especially on 24,i watched Sherlock Holmes alone,while others were coming in pairs -.-" sickening.....but i know she cant come out,her tuition teacher doesnt like a teacher, hes like her husband,even control where she wanna go....so i have nothing to say but ya,celebrate on my own loh.. last year christmas had more fun,went to orchard road and count down,this year? hahahahahahahahha watched movie surrounded by dozen of couples...hahahahaha

ok anyway, thank you to Miss Stacy for you present :D it will remind me to take care of my throat de..thank you thank you :D

once again,merry christmas to everyone :D

2009-12-24T13:14:00.002+08:00

today's christmas eve!!!! hahas since no one is free today,i shall spend the day on my own, hmph! =P
anyway,later at night i shall watch movie at Bishan, Sherlock Holmes :D my childhood hero and follow the treasure hunter ^_^
before tht,hmm i think i shld buy sth for myself bah......maybe some clothes? haha i dont know yet,i will walk around J8 and find some 灵感 bah...

ok,update when i reach home :D

2009-12-17T02:07:00.002+08:00

today,is my doomsday.. T_T
firstly,we were so happy that 3D movies finally launched to Bishan,woohoo~
we enjoyed the 3D movie avatar in hall 2 for 3 hrs..happy happy... after the show,we collected back all the specs, we went up and wash them clean,and carried them down..NOW something really weird had happened..we lost 8 googles... 3 of us was like oh my god? how could that be?? and ya,that's how...
for your info,each pair cost 85 SGD and 8 pairs will cost 680 bucks...it equals my 2 mths' salary -.-"
so,we count again and again and again,it's still missing...bcos it's first day,we tried to try out luck,see if manager wants us to pay the the googles..at around 11.an customer from hall 4 come out and said she saw a pair of google on her seat..can u imaging how shock we were?? once they got their googles they are not allow to come out unless he/she leave the google with us..and in Hall 4,we found all the lost 8 googles...it's weird isnt it??? how could some one brought it to another Theatre without bringing up out notice...hmmmm
anyway,i just reached home at around 2,feel so fatigue...ok stop the post here...
P.S. i dont wish to touch those googles again....weird stuff...sigh

2009-12-15T11:32:00.002+08:00

NCO course ended with a last parade,sigh..

honestly im missing it....althought it's tiring,but it's really fun...

tell youall sth,i decided to go for climbing again xD from the starting point to the summit again... i know u all might feel im crazy of nothing to do,but,i miss the 2nd day's topo. seriously...

anyway,i will post up all the pictures when i found it in officers facebook,happy waiting..

2009-12-06T20:54:00.001+08:00

hahas,i love this guy’s voice…very nice uh!!!

2009-12-06T20:51:00.001+08:00

played cs today…haha this is my round end result,and killed by a HE by accident…hehe

2009-12-03T16:04:00.001+08:00

hahas small monkey plus a mama monkey :DD

woohoo,super long neck xD

白白的老虎，好可爱…

hippo hippo~ ignore the reflect image of ultraman :D

好大好大~

can see a small monkey on the back of the mama??

this one looks like an ah gong sitting on floor..xD

went to zoo with ultraman and liqi today,haha it was quite fun actually,80% cos i can see her the other 20% is bcos of her present,a monkey :D

andway, after left the zoo,we went to mos burger and take our..hmmm brunch,yeap..

she’s so damn cool,eat burger layer by layer…i was speechless –.-"

i’ll edit this post asap,now i have to finish MOI T_T bye guys..

2009-11-24T23:22:00.005+08:00

this is part one if the entire video..
the next one is 2nd part,3rd part im still finding
lol watch this video,it's fun,extremely fun :D

2009-11-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

这句话是从这个故事来的吧：

有个年轻美丽的女孩，出身豪门，家产丰厚，又多才多艺，日子过得很好。
??
媒婆也快把她家的门槛给踩烂了，但她一直不想结婚，因为她觉得还没见到她真正想要嫁的那个男孩。

直到有一天，她去一个庙会散心，于万千拥挤的人群中，看见了一个年轻的男人，不用多说什么，反正女孩觉得那个男人就是她苦苦等待的结果了。
可惜，庙会太挤了，她无法走到那个男人的身边，就这样眼睁睁的看着那个男人消失在人群中。

后来的两年里，女孩四处去寻找那个男人，但这人就像蒸发了一样，无影无踪。

女孩每天都向佛祖祈祷，希望能再见到那个男人。

她的诚心打动了佛祖，佛祖显灵了。

佛祖说：“你想再看到那个男人吗？”

女孩说：“是的！我只想再看他一眼！”

佛祖：”你要放弃你现在的一切，包括爱你的家人和幸福的生活。”

女孩：“我能放弃！”

佛祖：“你还必须修炼五百年道行，才能见他一面。你不后悔么？”

女孩：“我不后悔！”

女孩变成了一块大石头，躺在荒郊野外，四百多年的风吹＊晒，苦不堪言，但女孩都觉得没什么，难受的是这四百多年都没看到一个人，看不见一点点希望，这让她都快崩溃了。

最后一年，一个采石队来了，看中了她的巨大，把她凿成一块巨大的条石，运进了城里，他们正在建一座石桥，于是，女孩变成了石桥的护栏。
就在石桥建成的第一天，女孩就看见了，那个她等了五百年的男人！

他行色匆匆，像有什么急事，很快地从石桥的正中走过了，当然，他不会发觉有一块石头正目不转睛地望着他。

男人又一次消失了，再次出现的是佛祖。

佛祖：“你满意了吗？”

女孩：“不！为什么？为什么我只是桥的护栏？如果我被铺在桥的正中，我就能碰到他了，我就能摸他一下！”

佛祖：“你想摸他一下？那你还得修炼五百年！”

女孩：“我愿意！”

佛祖：“你吃了这么多苦，不后悔？”

女孩：“不后悔！”

女孩变成了一棵大树，立在一条人来人往的官道上，这里每天都有很多人经过，女孩每天都在近处观望，但这更难受，因为无数次满怀希望的看见一个人走来，又无数次希望破灭。

不是有前五百年的修炼，相信女孩早就崩溃了！

日子一天天的过去，女孩的心逐渐平静了，她知道，不到最后一天，他是不会出现的。

又是一个五百年啊！最后一天，女孩知道他会来了，但她的心中竟然不再激动。

来了！他来了！他还是穿着他最喜欢的白色长衫，脸还是那么俊美，女孩痴痴地望着他。

这一次，他没有急匆匆的走过，因为，天太热了。

他注意到路边有一棵大树，那浓密的树荫很诱人，休息一下吧，他这样想。

他走到大树脚下，＊着树根，微微的闭上了双眼，他睡着了。

女孩摸到他了！他就靠在她的身边！

但是，她无法告诉他，这千年的相思。她只有尽力把树荫聚集起来，为他挡住毒辣的阳光。

千年的柔情啊！

男人只是小睡了一刻，因为他还有事要办，他站起身来，拍拍长衫上的灰尘，在动身的前一刻，他抬头看了看这棵大树，又微微地抚摸了一下树干，大概是为了感谢大树为他带来清凉吧。

然后，他头也不回地走了！就在他消失在她的视线的那一刻，佛祖又出现了。

佛祖：“你是不是还想做他的妻子？那你还得修炼……”

女孩平静地打断了佛祖的话：“我是很想，但是不必了。”

佛祖：“哦？”

女孩：“这样已经很好了，爱他，并不一定要做他的妻子。”

佛祖：“哦！”

女孩：“他现在的妻子也像我这样受过苦吗？”

佛祖微微地点点头。

女孩微微一笑：“我也能做到的，但是不必了。”

就在这一刻，女孩发现佛祖微微地叹了一口气，或者是说，佛祖轻轻地松了一口气。

女孩有几分诧异，“佛祖也有心事么？”

佛祖的脸上绽开了一个笑容：“因为这样很好，有个男孩可以少等一千年了，他为了能够看你一眼，已经修炼了两千年。”

何曾几时想过，你的面前有一个爱你的人？？不管过去如何美好，总是过去。忘了他吧，勇敢面对那个爱你的人...
张帆，你就是那个人。我只想说... 我爱你

2009-11-23T23:46:00.003+08:00

tonight,i suffer from insomnia again :D i have a question,why must man sleep at night not day...lol
i went to chinese garden on saturday morning.for no reasons,i love that place quite much for the first visit of my life. these few days are chilling and when i reached Chinese Garden MRT station,a feeling filled my heart,a feeling of something that i used to be familiar with but drift apart..i sat on MRT platform for almost an hour,thinking about an unknow topic,an unknown person or an unknown event happened before,im serious,i dont know what was i thinking and i dont know how many mrt passed me,all i know was in deep thought...i wont tell u what was i thinking but ya,it really brought up alot of forgotten past...

“佛说前世的五百次回眸才换来今生的擦肩而过”可是我宁愿用来生的擦肩而过，换今生的500次回眸...

maybe we will never met again,but next life we will bumped together cos we glanced more than 500 times this life...all the best my friend...

2009-11-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

saw this one youtube,do laugh bah ....

hahahah

2009-11-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

青岛下雪了，这几张照片传上来看看吧~呵呵不错哦！这几天玩的挺疯的，身体快受不了了。。O(∩_∩)O

2009-11-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

[转]

自''姐姐''的空间

有这一类人…他们很傻…貌似很花心…其实很专一…貌似很坚强…其实比谁都要脆弱…貌似很开心…可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂…

其实很多时候…这一类人都是在自我折磨…明明很爱很爱对方…却宁愿心痛的死掉…也选择放手…然后转身离开…任眼泪随意放肆…

其实很多时候…这一类人很好懂…他们很害怕孤单…因为一个人的时候…他们会胡思乱想…他们会想起那个没有结局的故事…会想起那个模糊却又清晰的脸庞…因为一个人的时候…他们会觉得很没安全感…他们的要求总是那么的低…只要爱着的那个人陪着他们就好…

其实很多时候…这一类人都很敏感…都很容易猜疑…一个眼神…一个动作…都会让他们神经兮兮一整天…所以不要让他们恐慌…不要让他们伤心…如果爱他们…

其实很多时候…这一类人都在感伤…不是他们多愁善感…只是容易触景生情罢了…他们喜欢用文字来刻写他们的心情…这也是他们的一种寄托方式…

其实很多时候…这一类人都处在矛盾之中…是继续还是暂停…是放弃还是坚持…看似感性的他们…却往往于最后…总是让理性驾驭整个思维…

其实很多时候…这一类人总是活在过去…他们总是不经意地在现在的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉…虽然他们自我约定要忘记过去…可是他们忘了…过去早以在脑海根深蒂固…

其实很多时候…这一类人害怕看见别人的甜蜜…不是嫉妒…只是会觉得和以前的自己好像…然后会陷入整个回忆…待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识…再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口…

其实很多时候…这一类人都很执著…有时候不明白他们在坚持着什么…他们是在期待那个没有结局的故事的结局还是在等待更大的伤害…他们就是傻…爱上了…就会像个洋娃娃…任意被摆动…

这一类人…缺点太多…脾气太臭…不仅任性…而且敏感多疑…所以要么不要靠近他们…要么就用真心对待他们…因为他们的心脆的很…伤不起…

2009-11-01T19:26:00.001+08:00

we won this year,again...
everything ended perfectly
thanks for the memory given
thanks for the happiness and everything..
all the best for the future...no matter what's gonna happen ^3^

2009-10-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

今天差点被车撞~那个司机他妈的抢着去见阎王爷啊？！开的那么快...

唉我在想，撞就撞了呗，怕什么？？老子还怕死啊？！

唉不说这个了

Sweet dream everyone,and all the best…

2009-10-25T18:34:00.003+08:00

today watch Love Happens...
and i was crying when i saw the car crushing part..it reminds me of her...i know i should not think about her but i just cant help.........all of sudden,i missed her so much...
and i killed so many ants today... =.=

2009-10-15T21:26:00.001+08:00

小白兔　白又白

两只耳朵竖起来

爱吃萝卜和青菜

蹦蹦跳跳真可爱

小黑兔　黑又黑

两只耳朵也很黑

爱吃萝卜不会飞

蹦蹦跳跳嘿嘿嘿

小红兔　红又红

两只耳朵红肿肿

爱吃萝卜不吃虫

蹦蹦跳跳好儿童

小橙兔　橙又橙

两只耳朵像蔓藤

蹦蹦跳跳竖又横

跳入春风满洛城

小黄兔　黄又黄

两只耳朵像蟑螂

爱吃萝卜灌香腸

蹦蹦跳跳像只羊

小绿兔　绿又绿

两只耳朵像宝玉

爱吃萝卜睡棉絮

蹦蹦跳跳再继续

小青兔　青又青

两只耳朵没神经

爱吃萝卜数星星

蹦蹦跳跳一身轻

小蓝兔　蓝又蓝

两只耳朵很天然

爱吃萝卜和甘蓝

蹦蹦跳跳不厌烦

小紫兔　紫又紫

两只耳朵不太紫

爱吃萝卜啃瓜子

蹦蹦跳跳小兔子

haha kinda lame..but i love today’s outing..thanks guys :D

2009-10-04T13:05:00.003+08:00

yeah the video is finally posted…take a look,you will be impressed (:

2009-10-02T19:14:00.001+08:00

国庆日快乐~

经过60年风雨，

从抗美援朝，到文化大革命，到法轮功李洪志，到2009年大阅兵

这60年中国改变太大了…、

昨天看了国庆阅兵，只能说震撼…

升国旗时，我也一起唱

士兵的面孔让人觉得他们很健壮，他们是最好的守卫者

如果有战争，战争那些士兵后面是最好的保障。。

长长地阅兵队伍，胡锦涛主席坐车坐了几分钟在长安路上检阅…

当士兵仪仗队走过主席台的时候，我感动哭了…

我为自己是一个中国人而自豪，我看到国家的强大，国家的稳定，国家的成长。

中华人民共和国万岁!!! (:

这是阅兵礼的一些照片，看看吧

八一军旗，革命的象征

2009-09-29T18:32:00.001+08:00

hmm i saw this video on youtube today and i realized N. Korea’s parade is so cute!! >.<

NO OFFENCE,but they were like bouncing and spring in shoes….and further more..they cant even hold their life(weapon)steady…

i…have…nothing…to…say…

Motherland’s 60th birthday is in 2days time..i hope i can see a nice parade…looking forward and i will post it up asap (:

2009-09-24T19:03:00.001+08:00

生活
　　十年前我骑着自行车，吹着欢快的口哨，走在回家的路上
　　十年后我开着私家车，接着不断的电话，走在应酬的路上
　　十年前我渴望住进五星饭店
　　十年后我住进五星饭店，却想回家
　　十年前我渴望坐一次飞机
　　十年后我最害怕的就是坐飞机
　　十年前我踢完球，走过咖啡屋的窗前，希望女生对面的男生是我
　　十年后我望见咖啡屋外走过的刚刚踢过球的孩子，希望我是其中一个
　　十年前吃着川菜没有滋味
　　十年后除了川菜吃不出滋味
　　十年前我凭借自己的腰好，是排球队的主力
　　十年后我得了腰间盘突出
　　十年前我们被父母和老师逼到课桌前，认真听讲
　　十年后我想再次听讲，却找不到课桌
　　十年前我鄙视饭店门前的酒鬼，发誓一辈子也不喝酒
　　十年后我就是饭店门前的那个酒鬼
　　十年前我渴望有朝一日坐上自己的私家车，不再走路
　　十年后我渴望走路，不再开私家车
　　十年前我碰女生一下，都有脸红
　　十年后我成了性骚扰的控诉对象
　　十年前我不知道什么是小姐
　　十年后小姐成了我唯一的倾诉对象
　　十年前我希望显露出的是成熟
　　十年后我去美容，希望青春永驻
　　十年前我顿顿想着吃肉
　　十年后我顿顿想着吃青菜
　　爱情
　　十年前你是我的同桌
　　十年后你成了别人的妻子
　　十年前我唱着同桌的你
　　十年后我想着同桌的你
　　十年前我们面对的唯一问题是考试
　　十年后我们除了考试所有的问题都要面对
　　十年前我在你家楼下记住了你嫣然的回眸一笑
　　十年后我在你家楼下看到你训斥孩子的严厉面孔
　　十年前我渴望马上结婚
　　十年后我渴望再谈一次恋爱
　　十年前我们谈及爱情，总是羞涩
　　十年后我们谈及爱情，却是生涩
　　十年前我渴望爱情，但不知道什么是爱情
　　十年后我知道了什么是爱情，却不再拥有爱情
　　十年前我喜欢漂亮女生
　　十年后我家有丑妻
　　十年前我有了初恋
　　十年后我有了初次离婚
　　校园
　　十年前看到班主任的大眼镜便倍感恐惧又心生忌恨，
　　十年后梦到班主任的音容笑貌倍感亲切又黯然神伤。
　　十年前一边表扬把外语老师气哭的同学一边说“这老师不行”，
　　十年后一边安慰被学生气哭的女同事一边说“现在的学生真差”
　　十年前还有几分“卫朗清瘦”的我，讥笑老九太胖，
　　十年后只剩一片“宋玉情怀”的我，被老九讥笑‘后来者居上’
　　十年前在寒冷的冬夜翻过一丈高的围墙去打摇杆游戏兴致盎然，
　　十年后在温暖的家里堆座床上喝着热咖啡打网络游戏倍感无聊。
　　十年前在篮球场上我可以一口气得三十分，
　　十年后我负责防守的家伙可以得三十分！
　　十年前向往军校的我和同学们表达我的从军理想，
　　十年后转业一年的我和战友们回顾军营的酸甜苦辣。
　　十年前又做不完的复习资料需要完成，
　　十年后有理不清的人际关系需要打理。
　　十年前只有考试是唯一的负担，
　　十年后除了考试有太多的负担。
　　十年前总爱翻看高考简章，想着自己如何上个名牌学校；
　　十年后总爱关注招聘启事，想着自己怎么找到一份兼职
　　十年前对班里的桃色新闻倍加关注，
　　十年后漠然接过请帖去参加同学婚礼管他新娘是谁。
　　十年前向家里人保证“王八蛋才谈爱情”，
　　十年后倍受伤害的我对着朋友大喊“爱情是王八蛋”！
　　十年前见小混子欺负人，我能“路见不平一声吼，不畏头破血又流”，
　　十年后见路边行乞的老人却舍不得兜里的两块硬币！
　　十年前班里的少女个个白衣飘飘，说起话来声音细细的；
　　十年后班里的少妇个个雍容华贵，开起玩笑来声音刺耳。
　　十年前家在农村的老六说将来要把父母接到省城去住，
　　十年后侨居海外的老六说最大的遗憾是不能照顾乡下的父母。
　　十年前总是计划着十年后
　　十年后总是怀念着十年前
　　十年前我“为赋新词强说愁”，
　　十年后我“为说愁强赋新词”！
　　父母
　　十年前我们是父母的孩子
　　十年后我们是孩子的父母
　　十年前我不知道家的温馨
　　十年后我才体会家的温暖
　　十年前我渴望离家去远方
　　十年后我渴望从远方回家
　　十年前我对父母大吵大嚷
　　十年后我希望父母再骂我一次
　　工作
　　十年前我们为打一个电话四处寻找公用电话
　　十年后我们有了手机，依然四处奔波
　　十年前我月薪的目标是1000
　　十年后我月薪6000元，依然无法快乐
　　十年前我最怕的就是批评
　　十年后我最难得的却是批评
　　十年前200元钱我可以花一个月
　　十年后2000元钱我才可以吃一顿饭
　　十年前我们穿着统一的校服，朴素中透出的是阳光般的灿烂
　　十年后我们穿着名牌的服装，华贵中流露出的是淡淡的忧郁
　　十年前我们可以蓬头垢面，满脸汗渍的去上课
　　十年后我们必须衣冠楚楚，面带微笑的去上班
　　十年前我痛恨腐败
　　十年后我腐败了
　　信念
　　十年前我以为自己是一棵大树
　　十年后我才明白自己只不过是一棵小草
　　十年前我唯一可以浪费的就是时间
　　十年后我除了时间什么我都可以浪费
　　十年前我们可以说青春无悔
　　十年后我们只能说青春不在
　　十年前我们可以游戏人生
　　十年后我们却处在人生的游戏

2009-09-10T23:57:00.001+08:00

玉琦生日快乐！！

8个月过去了，虽然不知道你在哪里，但是，祝你一切都好。。知道吗？

2009-09-07T11:46:00.001+08:00

if i didnt go to east coast for the fucking digital art project

if i didnt stay back for doing homework for that fucking otto tham

i can see him..for at least once…before he died..

i..dont know..

it hurts..really hurts…

and now, it seems like it’s all my fault..

whatever i do,she just kbkp me..

AS IF I GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ABOUT YOU? BITCH _|_

these few years did u ever gimme a place call home? HUH??!!

everyday after school,the first thing i dont want to face is the squeezing space..

u know..im 17,not 7 not 10 but 17!!!!!!

fine..i dont want to talk about that idiot again…

bye..

2009-09-02T19:00:00.001+08:00

相隔六个月，又有一个真正关心我的人离开了我..

不知道怎么形容这种感情..

uncle 的人很好,就是有点节约(但不是吝啬!!!)

我..突然很想他.

以前的他经常靠在床头看我玩电脑.

我教他玩 call of duty,开战斗机...

看着床,想念那个熟悉的身影...

可是再也看不到了...

想起以前我背痛,你都帮我按,真的很舒服…

想起以前每个早上,熟悉的 81893515 总是出现在手机上

想起以前我总是觉得你叫我起床很烦人..现在,我想再看到那个电话,每天都看到!!

uncle,认识你是一种缘分,两年前你给我找工作

为我找补习老师,为了我去学校见老师..等等等等..

怎么这么快呢,我...舍不得...

记得最后几天我一直想去看看你,但是因为没写作业被老师留下

去 east coast 等等的借口没去看你..uncle 对不起...

去世前的那天晚上你打给我,应该是你..我却没接起电话

对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起对不起

uncle,真的很对不起..

来新加坡后你是几个最关心我的人之一...我.......只有深深的歉意..

你,会原谅我吗?

下辈子,如果有下辈子,如果我有幸在遇到你,我会好好珍惜你,不管我们是什么关系

2009-08-23T00:51:00.003+08:00

last night worked at orchard hotel again..hmmm im kind of missing that place
firstly, ahmao gave me two tables and i think it was fine thought :D
later on he asked a jiejie to help me..hmm why i called her jiejie?
cos im younger than almost everyone =="
k back to the topic,then that night was totally a disaster..
those ppl was celebrating their 25th anniversary..then they didnt even touch their food can?? _|_
in the end....clear everything.. which really pissed me and my jiejie off ): stupid..
but,during OT,ah mao asked 4 of us to eat buffet ^_^ there was a party next door but they didnt even touch the food..after the party ended, almost everything untouched.. :D
hahahahah then my jiejie took all the sushi (LOL???) and i took all the fruits :D on diet,no choice... oh ya,jie jie love pineapple..
i asked her,jie u love it??
jiejie said yeap..
i asked..怀孕了吗??
jiejie, 你。。。
O(∩_∩)O hahahaha~
ok anyway,after the dinner,tiring and til the sun rise again...
sigh....i slept from 4pm until now,0058...hahah that was NICE!
oh..i missed the dinner with jie jie last night..it was a good memory in that shitty night :D

2009-08-14T21:57:00.001+08:00

男版
前天开始，我去网吧去的比较早，因为上午网速快。可以在HF上好好的打几局无延迟的魔兽，但是每次去了都会有一个女生坐我旁边（我旁边的显示器是19的）看韩国搞笑片“情书”她看不要紧。可是笑的疯狂程度吓死人。而且是憋住不大笑，皮笑肉比皮还笑的那种。搞的我每次都想强A自己英雄。。上次斜眼看那MMQQ名。。。好家伙。蜘蛛精~！
今天早上我又去网吧打WAR3了。。。不一会，那个蜘蛛精又来了。。。
靠。我受不了了。今天我要以毒攻毒！！
在MM打开电影服务器的情书的时候。还没开始笑。我就想出了个办法。保证把她搞疯！
于是我关上WAR3打开chinaren论坛，打到人之初版。。。关于讨论做爱的一个帖子上开始对着屏幕笑！！！笑的也歇斯底里！！
MM好奇。。看我的屏幕。然后脸红了一下。。。（我用膀胱看到地。。。）
但是她随后没理我。又自己一个人开始对着情书笑。NND。这样还治不了她？我怒了。打开电影服务器里的TITANIC，找到了船沉的那段。对着屏幕开始疯狂的笑。比她笑的狠~！（哇哈哈哈哈。。）还边笑边流口水。~！
现在没敢看MM，估计她被我的冷血吓到了。而且还鄙视我吧。。。
后来她接着继续她的神经的笑~！
我怒了。。心想这也治不了她？
出绝招了！！！我打开编程中国。找了一篇程序的帖子，C++的，然后放到最大屏幕对着源程序使劲的笑！！！！！
可惜当时太专著，没看到这个MM的面部表情。~！
我不管了。出了最后的必杀绝招：我在桌面上新建了一个文本文挡。。。。最大化。。。对着空白的屏幕大笑。而且特爽朗~！
我听到了我身边椅子动的声音，但是她还在那看。。。。但是她不笑了。NND，我使出了最后的必杀技~！关上显示器。。对着黑屏幕大笑！！！！！！！！
这时候只听到MM喀嚓一声站起来。。直接去服务台结帐。。都没在机器上结。。
靠，让你再打扰我玩游戏。这就是下场。。。。

下接女生版本来

最近在网吧玩的比较开心，但从前天开始，因为一个无聊男子，情况变了。这个无聊男子一来网吧就凑到我旁边的机器，好象要故意接近我，看那德行，才懒得理他！这个人很讨厌的啦，一边装做玩魔兽游戏，一边偷看我的显示器，我用的机器显示器是19的，肯定能看清楚。本来看韩国搞笑片“情书”看的很开心，让他一搅和，开心程度打折了。这个无聊男子可能知道我喜欢使用那个显示器是19的机器，今天早上，我刚到网吧，竟然看见他已经坐在那机器旁边，显然是在等着我，真讨厌！想离他远点，但用那台机器顺手了，还是奔那机器去了。
看见我来了，这家伙开始神不守舍了。我不管那么多，打开电影服务器的情书。我也留个心眼，时不时注意他点，防人之心不可无，现在坏人太多了。我注意到，他一开始是打WAR3，一会又关上WAR3打开chinaren论坛，打到人之初版。。。关于讨论做爱的一个帖子上。这家伙开始对着屏幕傻笑！！！笑的也歇斯底里！！看这样的东西还好意思这么笑，真变态，我都替他脸红了一下。。。
但是我没理他。看着“情书”，我还是比较开心的笑了。他情绪开始反常了。打开电影服务器里的TITANIC，找到了船沉的那段。对着屏幕开始疯狂的笑。比我最开心是时候笑的还狠~！（哇哈哈哈哈。。）还边笑边流口水。~！我不理他，继续看自己的，并开心的笑~！他更反常了，打开编程中国。找了一篇程序的帖子，C++的，然后放到最大屏幕对着源程序使劲的笑！！！！！笑的非常专著！
紧接着，他在桌面上新建了一个文本文挡。。。。最大化。。。对着空白的屏幕大笑。而且特爽朗~！
我感觉这人情况不对，下意识的动了动椅子，一旦有情况好快跑。作出这样的心理准备，搞笑片也不能使我发笑了。
这家伙终于疯了，关上显示器。。对着黑屏幕大笑！！！！！！！！这时候，我喀嚓一声站起来。。直接去服务台结帐。。都没在机器上结。。这家伙，就这么疯了。这下场。。。

看了这个，我笑了。。你呢？

2009-08-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

i saw this video on YouTube

honestly,i cried…

hmmm just finished calling zhang fan,my ultraman :D

we talked a lot of stuffs..hehe

when i talked abt my childhood,i realise my dad was a grate person..

when i was one,he went for driving lince. test…

ya,he wanted to hear me say good bye to him,but i did..ok NEVER!

but that day,i 好死不死(good die no die?? HAHAHAH) shouted,爸爸再见..

and that day,he broke his right thigh

sigh

ya..tht’s the end…i dun want to talk abt it le…

2009-08-10T14:16:00.001+08:00

free ice cream :P

she’s very tall? NO i bend my knee :D

haha jonathan so cute sia.. =D

In this photo..i realise i looks like the sir..i dunno his name.the navy,29yrs old de :P

tian hui !! 我的天空今天有点灰~~O(∩_∩)O

side view :D

see the guy on the left..i looks like him in the previous photo

my BALL sir :P enjoy ur NS man..ur hair is cool!

yesterday,ndp ended..

all the hard works,from St John HQ,to Nee Soon Camp to Marina Bay platform…

16 weeks,we gain a lot of stuffs..

friendship is the best thing i received from all of u

good things do not last forever?

no,we gain the memories..

shanice,Hanisah,Jonathan,Omesh,Yu Ting and many of u..

i..dont know how to express my feelings…wish all of u all the best in the future

good luck for upcoming tests,exams and enjoy the NS for my ball ball sir, enjoy Navy life for my 3 Navy sirs..

and all the best..ya..all the best

for the last time, NDP’09, WE MADE IT HAPPEN!! WHOA!!

2009-08-06T21:42:00.001+08:00

didnt post anything for very long..hmmm

let’s start!

ok firstly,i spent the last week in a frustration mood

because of the 7 demerits and 3 detentions… T_T

ok,let’s talk abt sth elso..firstly,this saturday is 8th Aug!

haha happy birthday to wang aijing(王艾婧小姐) :D

yay!! *claps for 1 mins*

ok that’s random..hmmm yeap she’s 17 already!! wahahahha 老了喔！=x

lala :P

and,i had enough from imeem…irritating..

so,change to playlist.com de player! haha support me!

hmmm ok a short post..will continue tmr :P